takut takut takut takut

Tuhan aku takut. aku gatau kenapa bisa setakut ini. sampe kebawa mimpi. Salah. emang aku yang salah dan mungkin ini konsekuensinya dari Tuhan. tapi aku gamaau gamau gamaaaaaaaau :(

aku gamau Tuhan. aku gamau itu aku gamau takut lagi aku gamau ga tenang kaya gini :(
Tuhan tenangin akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :(

ini namanya belajar

grateful to learn though always short
learn to understand although not accord
sincere though not willing to learn
learn to be patient though not strong
learn introspection although it is never wrong

i miss it (⌣́_⌣̀)

it will feel different when I saw these photos. like a mirror but the size difference AHAHA. I miss the days like that. while I still have a backrest that is always ready when I need them. when I can get everything I want. when I can laugh at any time. I missed it all. I miss the most is when I get a hug that is most comfortable when I dropped a tear. embrace that now I can't get anymore. I can play with my dolls, play all day without thinking about things that are now a burden for me. that exist in my mind just what to do tomorrow with my friends, what would mom and dad brought home from the office for me, today I will go anywhere with them. DRAWING, PAINTING, SINGING, DANCING, that's what I did in school. no ALGEBRA, MATRICES, INTEGRAL in my brain at that time. CRAYONS, MARKERS, DOLLS, PICTURE BOOK, only that the contents of my school bag. instead of the books two or three centimeters thick. god, if Einstein created a time machine to go back in the past, I would buy it and use it to go back to my childhood. I will make my mother back to world. or if I could create a machine that, I will soon be creating it.

I REALLY MISS MY CHILDHOOD !

these photographs when I was a kid \(´▽`)/

semoga selamanya ya ! 

ya , semoga !

amin :*

mybest

Anak Agung Ayu Putri Paramitha Saraswati Karang

Asvita Kharismaningrum

Daniel Hernanda Chandra

Ayu Anisa Fitri

Devina Anisa Putri

Adelia Talitha

Dafino Rizky

THANKS ALOT :)

try and be

never before like this. learning to get serious, understand the situation and shortcomings, and learn to defend something that we have. do not know what pushed me to be like this, but I can learn to try to be BETTER for the person and continues for all the people around me. for you, thank you've allowed me to become more mature, do not always think like a child. thanks already made ​​me better :)