N Y E S E K

you know what it feels like? It was like chewing gum that is no longer sweet and then thrown away :')

do you know what I want to do now? I want to scream. ya, I just want to scream. shouted out loud! that's all I can do to show what I feel now. I want to keep everything but maybe this is too difficult for me to do. I was wrong. all my fault with my childishness that made myself scared. I can not give you confidence, I'm always afraid that you have someone other than me, I always suspected you still have a relationship with her. I was always afraid you'll leave me. I'm afraid. I feel it's all because I'm only afraid of losing you. but I know all of that is an option and all have the right to vote. I just want you to be happy.you can get better than me :")