i'm sorry to hurt you, i'm so sorry about it :')

MT MT MT MT MT

instead of just two letters that do not mean anything. but it is two things that have and will always do for me. give me a smile and throw away my tears. it would do for me.

STOP. NO MORE NOW :')

mau nangis, pengen teriak, kalo boleh lari sampe tempat mama.

indeed if I compare with him much difference. he's much better than me. in all things. I'm not nothing when compared to him. perhaps, you also should not be with me now, but with him. sorry, maybe I spoil everything. sorry, I'm so sorry

udah mau setaun tapi masi gini-gini aja. aku yg aneh apa gimana si ini -.- bingung harusnya gimana :( pengennya semua berubah. aku, bukan kamu. kadang masi ngerasa takut, ga bisa percaya sama skali. pengen ga ngerasain itu lagi. capek ngerasainnya. tapi ya gimana, susah :( susah buat percaya, takut kamu boong. padahal gamungkin juga :O gimanaaaaaa yaa

takut takut takut takut

Tuhan aku takut. aku gatau kenapa bisa setakut ini. sampe kebawa mimpi. Salah. emang aku yang salah dan mungkin ini konsekuensinya dari Tuhan. tapi aku gamaau gamau gamaaaaaaaau :(

aku gamau Tuhan. aku gamau itu aku gamau takut lagi aku gamau ga tenang kaya gini :(
Tuhan tenangin akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :(